wish i had long hair so i could dye the ends of my hair one of these colours.

r a d

i am so sick of my life

i want to disappear. i'm tired all the time, i'm never hungry anymore, i spend hours and hours sitting in front a computer screen by myself because i'm not interested in anything else, i don't care about anything. i don't like being surrounded by too many people. i'd rather stay home and be alone instead of going out, knowing that it makes me feel better. i feel like i'm a worthless piece of shit and the only people who care about me are my family and two other people. i wish there'd be a day where i wouldn't cry and feel sorry for myself.

i hate everything. i hate my life.